My mind is drifting away Thoughts of lust I entertain I'm being sucked down in to a hole Flesh infectin no control Flesh Hook I'm sinking to a dangerous place Stop the chain or be a slave It's crawling under neath my skin Twisting thoughts to bring me in Perish the thought Burn the seed Murder what's bringing you down Reclaim your control Change your mind change your mind

dying in a chair a comfort easily attained and i feel the need to unplug your electric waste there is just no reason take your god and throw it don't take no excuses everybody lies sex and blind commercial comatose is normal vegetate and watch your rotting remorse i want to leave your shadow covers me with oil ocular addiction a steady atrophy of mind i never wanted to sit and bleed i never wanted to melt and leak i could've opened my eyes to real i never wanted to die..........

Once again i see, my failures so enlightening As you illuminate me, all the stains start showing. I've got it all figured out, the rotten seed I replant. As all my precious time escapes, I relive every mistake. It seems to me, that you were wiser than I. Once again it seems, that you were wiser than I. It's not that i believe, believe what I'm thinking. and you are there for me, right when I'm sinking. You show me a picture of myself and the canvas is dirty like walking when it rains, you track the mud into the homestead What woudl I do withou you? ......I'm learning

Lessons taught ripe young age innocence naive rage Form the thought in your head hold the Truth in your hand Why do I beleive? Hard to see for yourself to know the Truth amidst the filth Try so hard shine so bright argue faith blind their sight Always seems struggling always been ever be fill my cup overflow break the bread I need to know I know I believe

Like a sin, it staineth. Fear it like a plague, I do. (it) don't give away, it taketh. Believe me when I say. I hate me when I'm with you So I tried vainly, to stand on my own feel real. Afraid and weak, I stumble still God smiles down, how can He? Don't expect me to follow. Your lies I'll never swallow. Deceit your game so sour. But you'll fade just like a flower I like feeling like I do I like being without you

i found you \ you made me \ why do you \ deny me? i cant see what the problem is. if i'd known i would've never come. its not as if i chose to be in here. stick me in a lung deny the air guess im jsut in the way guess in just talk about if \ debate my breath \ toss a coind \ pain my freind i cant see what the problem is. if i'd known i would've never come. its not as if i chose to be in here stick me in a lung deny the air and i see no more and i feel no more and i hear no more and i am no more i wish i'd found another girl kick my way of of this here room

A change of pace is what i need, dig my way of of misery. A fall from grace to sin indeed. I coudln't wait another day, her innocence I ripped away. My reward is hate and pain. Now I wish I never knew Take my time and think it through, is something that I never do. I wish to God it wasn't true. Stole her prize and lost a friend, no one forgives no one forgets. Let my guard down now were dead. Another soul we now have made, and bitter she won't take the pain. Now add killing to our grave. Cold and naked to the bone, afraid of what I do not know. Daddy dearest (has) let me go.

Wake Up, It's Time by My Cat Puddinhead Wakeup, it's time to die to yourself Wakeup, it's time to die to your sin Weakened by guilt, intense apathy You make exuses till th sun dies And as I fell down farther tha I'd ever been I swore that I would never do this again As I deny my right to be wrong I boil in these misgivings while my failings linger on. I't much easier, to shiver in the dark. The light is brining and the arrows are sharp. And once you see, it's something that you need, the humiliation turns to humility.

Take Back everything you said and I'll try to forgive you all this time i thoought you were fine with me and now my crimes filthy and your God you just rained on my I don't understand I'm being tried I'm on the stand who are you to say that I've gone astray and God hasn't died and made you God God, it's hard to admit it, I was so blinded. thank- you for raining on me.

Petty minds run for fun amongst the fools hating them O so changed from yourself What you see, what your breathe, a uselsess rage Frozen ways like melted wax runs off the page Something's wrong with you pure and right, unfettered mind, a chold's treasure Twisted by corrupted eyes and drunken measure Grown to hate, bred to live for drownded ideals Dead in side slave to pride, rotten field