I watched a man murder and kill Plot against the destroyed will I watched a man ripped to shreds Stench of rot does not offend Create a theme, sell it how Promiscuous, no consequence Think of ways to shock us now Good luck, I've seen it all I will pay for this death and destruction Just to know such things exist I will pay for this death and destruction Knowledge of evil, paralysis Overkill exposure Cannibalistic destruction Fanatical debauchery Glorified infidelity Show me death, show me lies Show me unthinkable darkness Programmed perversion of the worst kind Show me death, show me lies Show me unthinkable darkness Show me death, show me lies I will pay for this death and destruction Just to know such things exist I will pay for this death and destruction Knowledge of evil, paralysis Overkill exposure Guard my heart, guard my will Think of ways to shock us now Guard my heart, guard my will Keep your death and lies Guard my heart, guard my will Think of ways to shock us now Guard my heart, guard my will Keep your death and lies

Expectations of actions – that conform foreign beliefs Put in position to be killed – you have to go – you have to fight There's no one else that's capable – no one else would even dare Put your life on the line without a word Silent and stealth, just like you were trained to kill Your hands are tied, you've been compromised As the bullets rain down on your hide Twenty yards and counting The ememy rears his head Black eyes glaring hate In his heart Blood and sweat mixed with earth Bloody mess, stench of death Blood and sweat mixed with earth Searing flesh is what you're worth Sent to defend, train to kill by the ones who called you an animal Your hands are tied, you've been compromised As the bullets rain down on your hide Your hands are tied, you're gonna die By decisions made in someone elses mind

Moral laws do not apply The mind is capable to justify The madman has come The madness attacks my mind Cannot comprehend a purpose in randomness Where is God? Have you killed him? Self aware observation Thousands of years Finite greatness, finite cruelty Which is the standard of man without God? Meaningless Which is the standard of man? No rationale for what exists The madman has come The madness attacks my mind Cannot comprehend a purpose in randomness Where is God? Have you killed him? Liberation of no law Exhilaration of no God Justified in the mind Leads to horrors of every kind What if there was a gun to your head? Would it not matter? What if there was a gun to your head? No meaning in your death The madman has come The madness attacks my mind Cannot comprehend a purpose in randomness Where is God? Have you killed him?

Product of some enlightenment / Cheapening a life once lived The feeble and degenerate / Deemed unworthy living burdens Social engineering / Genetic playground of the elite Rationalize these thoughts and processes Sterilize – Conclude who can live and die Selective breeding – Racial hygiene The extreme survival of social Darwin Social engineering / Genetic playground of the elite Who decides who lives and dies? What is the cost of life? The intellect of a Mini-God Selective breeding – Racial hygiene No compassion in this process Only pseudoscientific notions Who decides who lives and dies? What is the cost of life? Who decides who lives and dies?

Broken down one by one / They'll take your pride and crush it The fall that comes is real, by pure degradation Amputate – Humiliate / Who can take this punishment? Create something new – A warrior where there once was nothing Destroy the body and mind – Behold the spirit can survive Destroy the body and mind – Today is a good day to die (Broken mind) – Face down in the sand (Spirit) Spirit – (Rise) Rise Destruction comes only once in a lifetime Cannot be great in your mind This is the time to say your last prayer If you desire peace, then prepare for war Destroy the body and mind – Behold the spirit can survive Destroy the body and mind – Today is a good day to die Destroy the body and mind – Behold the spirit can survive Destroy the body and mind – I am ready for mine (Broken mind) – Face down in the sand (Spirit) Spirit – (Rise) Rise (Broken mind) – Face down in the sand (Spirit) Spirit – (Rise) Rise Prepare for war – Rise / Prepare for war – And rise

Subvert the conscious mind of us all Become the one who is the fraud Deny the evil that pervades Deny the sin that fuels the way Pull down the blinders, rip down the shades See the world as it has been made The laws of life point the way The ordering of every thing Deny the conscience of righteousness Paint broad strokes of piousness Everyone believes in something, everyone believes Just because you don't call it God does not mean belief's not involved Just because you don't call it God does not mean belief's not involved Random - Organized lie Random - Organized lie Pull down the blinders, rip down the shades See the world as it has been made The laws of life point the way The ordering of every thing Random - Organized lie Random - Organized lie

Infamy – you lost your way again This was the day, the day that you resigned Infamy – this was not His design I was yours, you were mine, cannot describe I was yours, you were mine, this pain inside Now I've turned to look – only a shadow remains My land has been laid to waste / A drop of hope is all I taste This is a reckoning of love / The calculation of my heart This is a reckoning of love / The calculation of my death No hope for return / You have brought infamy No hope for return / Speaking grace solemnly Depression – sets in The serpent – stakes its claim Losing faith – what it means to be alive The shadows all around me dance for sorrow I was yours, you were mine, cannot describe I was yours, you were mine, this pain inside Now I've turned to look – only a shadow remains My land has been laid to waste / A drop of hope is all I taste This is a reckoning of love / The calculation of my heart This is a reckoning of love / The calculation of my death No hope for return / You have brought infamy No hope for return / Speaking grace solemnly This is a reckoning (reckoning) / This is a reckoning (reckoning) This is a reckoning (reckoning) / This is a reckoning

Through the raging gates of hell / He has shown redemption He has opened up the skies / And made up for my losses Who can make dark the purpose of Yahweh? Who can take away the hand of compassion? The air is blessed and my house is full I was destroyed but Your hand brought beauty My sin had overcome me but Your hand brought mercy I am lifted by her love / Through the cracks of my despair Each day is made new in Your hands forever This is a call to the weak / These are the words we proclaim Piece by piece I have gained a part of myself My dreams are one again / Let me take you Beauty – Your majesty / Love forgives travesty This is a call to the weak / These are the words we proclaim Piece by piece I have gained a part of myself My dreams are one again / Let me take you Beauty – Your majesty / Love forgives travesty Love forgives / Love forgives / Love forgives

At first site, dreams fulfilled / You were love and love was the answer A covenant, bound by words / A covenant bound by blood Your plague has ruined me / Made a mockery / Your tongue is the spear Your plague has ruined me / Made a mockery / Your secret is no more A door was opened – the other was un-shut My heart withering every secret I have looked into the room / I have seen Judas A serpent's day and they feasted / Your dream was eaten Your heart has become a grave for robbers Love turned to hate – justified by fate Your plague has ruined me / Made a mockery / Your tongue is the spear Your plague has ruined me / Made a mockery / Your secret is no more A serpent's day and they feasted / Your dream was eaten I looked in the room – she was gone / The world has changed My heart has remained A serpent's day and they feasted / Your dream was eaten Your heart has become a grave for robbers Love turned to hate – justified by fate Your plague has ruined me / Made a mockery / Your tongue is the spear Your plague has ruined me / Made a mockery / Your secret is no more

Abandoned – Left for dead / Kept outside, ostracized Unwanted in your eyes / Cut me off, thrown aside Is this why I was born? / Is this what I come from? This world has been lost long ago / God is my home Estranged, bastard I am / Never had the reasons why God has taken me in / Healed my wounds, loved me in my sin Is this why I was born? / Is this what I come from? This world has been lost long ago / God is my home God has taken the one you never wanted My home – God is my home

You have a new way / Is it a better way? Once I saw you proclaim / Now there's slight disdain Why keep that title, what has changed? Is God so different? Why keep that title, what has changed? Is He not the same? Love is present, grace abounds What happened here? Was the world so enticing? Denial is treachery hard to reconcile Call it for what it really is / Don't make excuses Call it for what it really is / Go ahead apostasy Tepid waters do not run / Stagnation breeds disease Flies surround / Multiply maggot parasites Why keep that title? Why redefine? Lord of the flies / Apostasy, Apostasy Love is present, grace abounds What happened here? Was the world so enticing? Denial is treachery hard to reconcile Call it for what it really is / Don't make excuses Call it for what it really is / Go ahead apostasy Do not conform to one man / God is clear on who you are Love, grace and mercy are there / Do not pretend apostasy