i feel fine now. the past is gone. the book reads my name. i've been issued a new life. stupidity flows, the more you speak insanity grows, the more i think religious ideals, cross parallels static thought, swallowing me crippled mind, all i am is gone reality fades, time rules my life kaleidoscopic days, lost within cries confusion consumes, broken, i bleed static thoughts, swallowing me broken wing, horrific dream crippled mind, all i am is gone revelation 20:12

living proof of what can be, escaping from life's tragedy learning through another's mind, to catch a glimpse beyond the skies mental rush of abstract pain, never asking what's to gain never lost in splintered eyes focused on what inward lies return to me, i'll return to you i will not change to justify you living proof of what must be, broken from the misery never lost in present time, always seeking future mind return to me, i'll return to you i will not change to justify you matthew 7:3malachi 3:6-7

reason argues the existence of God. if the incarnate was crucifed, the dialectical paradox concludes, that God has already died. ¹ the very nature of man's independence, implies accountability for one's actions ² my decision to be free or not to be, reveals the magnitude of my freedom. ³ where is the wise man, scholar of this age? their dementia calls, from their dimension freud argued that God is but mere illusion, our need for some cosmic comforter, to resolve our deepest childhood neurosis, a belief based wholly on an unfulfilled wish. ⁴ or is this world a random orccurrence, a chance reshuffling of matter? particles in motion in a corner of the universe, the origin of life and evolution an accident? ⁵ where is the wise man, scholar of this age? their dementia calls, leading men to the grave. where is the wise man, scholar of thes age? their dementia calls, from their dimension 1 cor. 1:19-20 1 thomas altizer - "the gospel of christian atheism" 2 jean-paul sarte - "being and nothingness" 3 ludwig feuerbach - "essence of christianity" 4 sigmund freud - "future of an illusion" 5 david hume - "dialogues concerning natural religion"

possibility cannot, account for actuality. whatever can come to be, is caused in order to be. nothing cannot be something. i am but can not be. my existence depends on, what is but cannot not be. every effect has a cause, principle of causality. the existence of God is, theistic relativity. the God the heart needs, the mind only grieves

theoretical physics mathematical speculation scientifically seduced, by abstract calculation gravitational waves energy-extraction astrophysical sci-fi investigation singularity infinity all hope abandon, those who enter here region of infinite density end of time, realistic fear singularity infinity beware of what you ask for, for you might get it. the darwinist, the humanist, the hedonist, the legalist singularity infinity

no longer will i regress backward, from that which i believe. i owe no man an explanation, expect no apology. logic defends age old prophecies, Christ's life, death and resurrection. proof of absolute deity, expect no apology. not one regret impenitent no more will i regress backward from that wich i believe. i owe no man an explanation, expect no apology. not one regret impenitent

intro: the birth movement i: the lie the fruit from the tree was so pleasing to my eye. the serpent said that i would not die. the serpent shall be cursed, he will crawl about and eat dust. i will put enmity between the woman and you. man will crush your head, you will strike his heel. the wisdom of the world will be mine if i eat. what can it hurt if i take it and eat? i will greatly increase the woman's pain, when bearing children all of your days. you will desire man. he will rule over you. take some, man. gain wisdom, too. eat from the tree. it's what you must do. the land will be cursed because of man. producing thorns to make him bleed. by your sweat you will live until death. dust you are and to dust you will return. genesis 3:1 movement ii: the truth (then Jesus was lead by the spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil. after fasting 40 days and 40 nights, he was hungry. the tempter came to him and said...) if you're the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread. man does not live on bread, but by words from the mouth of God. if you're the Son of God, throw yourself to the ground. God will save you. but it is written; do not put your God to the test. all the world i give you. if you bow and worship me. leave me now and worship the Lord your God. serve him only. when satan left him there the angels came to him. temptation lost. matthew 4:1-11 movement iii: the key evil scheming, wicked violence, and such is the end of all with ill gotten gain. hatred rejection, mocking others, this takes the lives of those with ill gotten gain. do not walk on paths of the wicked. they are the darkness and they don't understand. the path of the righteous first dawns, gleaming, shining brighter 'till the full light of day. do not offer body to sin. offer yourselves to God as those brought to life. therefore put on the armor of God, so when that day of evil comes, you can stand your ground. proverbs 1:19, 4:14-19romans 6:13ephesians 6:13-14