all or nothing no in between grey white or black no substitute negligible people get out of my way get out of my path because i'm a rebel i am a radical-revolutionary revolutionary antiestablishmentarian i don't want to be superficial i'll stand and fight against this world against it's evils i know what's right i know what's for me i know what's for you God is alive many people see christianity as nothing but an easy way, for a cowardly person, to deal with problems in life. in reality, christianity is the toughest struggle life can offer. to try to live as Christ, is to live a radical life. it stands against everything this world has to offer.

six feet under but worlds away just a box with an empty shell inside where you once lived you live no more you've left yourself and you've left all of us six feet under you know i wonder what do the people think now that you're gone though i grieve i'm not filled with sorrow yyou're alive and well just not in front of my eyes some day i'll join you when i leave this shell we'll be together for endless time when someone dies, their soul moves on. if they were saved and we are saved, then we know that we will spend eternity together in the kingdom of God. we miss them on earth, but we rejoice that they are with the Lord.

my thoughts run wild as i sit in my pain i've fought and fought but nothing i've gained nothing but sorrow fills me up inside now you make me angry and you're bringing me down my thoughts i can't see you where do you hide you're in my head you drive me crazy inside try to twist my mind make me fall down i just can't stand you why don't you leave me alone i must resist you it's the only way now i can gain happiness by driving you out i need some peace of mind so take yourself away get out of my mind i don't want you my thoughts when you can recognize some problems, such as insecurities, as merely thoughts - you can deal with them more effectively.

i can't see, what you see you say i'm closed minded your mind is warped, you're so liberal you think that i'm all messed up looking through the eyes of a foolish man "why don't you open your eyes? why don't you start thinking about someone and something besides yourself? do you think your life is in your own hands? well it's not. your open mindedness is nothing but an excuse to ignore the God who is there." many people think that christianity is another word for being closed minded. the minute the name Jesus is said, the so-called "open minded" people usually refuse to listen. who's the closed minded person now?

stumbling inebriate with a fermented god mumbling drunkard only half way alive he lives for the bottle to bring him some life after he lost his possessions after he lost his wife sot he's killing himself now swallow by swallow cares not for the future cares not for tomorrow he trades his life away for intoxication indulges himself now into oblivion sot - a habitual drunkard

recurring love you have given me on again and off again it's not what i want take me or leave me but don't make me wait irregularity is something i hate why do yo play games with me i don't want to play anymore intermittent you interminable love i have given you incessant life i have offered you the deal of your lifetime but still you refuse to plant your love firmly without a stopping point why don't you see why won't you open your arms to me intermittent you God loves us so much. all he wants is for us to love him back.

i'm leaving you so get out of my life i don't want you around i've found someone new, i don't need your temptation dragging me down don't want to hear your lies so get out of my mind radical departure reformation of my soul i'm leaving the life that gave in so easily i'm throwing the past out of my way no regression will drag at my feet only progression will walk in front of me faith from within will power my mind strength from above will fuel my soul a revolution my life has seen a complete change that will last for evermore this refers to following Jesus and leaving your past and what was involved with it. although it will always be grabbing at your heels, God gives you strength to avoid regression.

monkey on my back i can't kick the habit i'm addicted to it and i'm stuck on you so intrigued with my pleasure can't see what it's worth is it good for me? who really knows there's a monkey on my back soon it starts to chisel away at my pain cutting to the bone and it's leaving its scars i must have an answer so i look to myself but nothing is there to heal these wounds i look to the heavens and realize what i've missed a God that is real a love that is real it's been there for me and it will always be so i accept the only cure that can heal my wounds this refers to anything addicting, from drugs to the opposite sex. in ourself we have no answer or cure. the only thing that can truly restore us is God.

i need you to get me out of bed i can't stand on my own i can't face the world alone you give less each day but you take more and more taking me for all i've got you've got me nailed to the floor you're my crutch and i'm your slave i fake all my emotions and i pretend i have joy i have no true feelings i'm just always high you've rotted my brain and you've taken my intelligence all this in return for nothing what a sacrifice i've made now i've gone too far i've pushed you past the limits so you've taken me from this world and left me burning in hell you're my crutch i was your slave you're my crutch but you'll do nothing for me now what do drugs really have to offer? nothing. people give their whole lives to drugs. the only thing they will ultimately give is death.

as i sit here never ending i don't know why in the wrong place at the right time until the day that i die as i go near depending selfishness my guide i wear the wrong face at the right time i have lived a lie he gives meaning without disaster the meaning is the way resolution retribution one or the other today only God can give true meaning to our lives.

{instrumental} produced by greg minier